Lost between the words that come out your mouth
Some words are fire and others are ice
You constantly keep me asking whats real
Some words are deep and others are shallow
Your attitude turns like a light switch
Some words are light and others are dark
I feel lost between what you mean and what you show
Some words are high and others are low
Because your love makes me feel so good inside
Some words are sweet and others are sour
But the aftermath is a third degree burn
Some words are happy and others are sad
When his hands caress my body, I feel my heart begin its race.
When his lips touch me, I fail to inhale again.
When he loves me, I go into a state of ecstasy
How can his love be so sincere and pure,
But his attitude be so smug and rude.
Can someone make love to someone they don't love.
Demonstrate how they feel, but speak the contrary.
The aftermath is what confuses me.
The aftermath is what makes me doubt.
His dick game loves me, but his word game hates me.
Are words deceiving, do action speak louder then words
In this case I wouldn't know.
If I can't trust my heart, then I'll listen to my mind.
Because at least the logical mind keeps me away from the pain.
If you can't love me at all times of the day and night
If you dont want me in your rights and wrongs
If your not capable of showing whats really inside
Then keep your good love away from me.
Your love has become torture instead of pleasure.
So fuck you and move along
Because I'm tired of your stupid rollercoaster ride.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Thursday, July 9, 2009
The Better Parts Of Me!!!!
I sit and I analyze my best friends in my life. I start to think about each one of them and I come to realize that they all form key parts of my personality. And each part that they represent is just a perfect area of me. Each part is a piece of the equation that form me, for without the correct variables you cant finish the equation. When you put them together you get me..... something like Captain Planet. lmao My friends are all perfected variables of my personality, no wonder they fit soo well in to my life.
Marleni : My Faith and My Purity
Her strong devotion to God, the fact that she is so pure in every sense of the word, is what I connect and love the most about her. Marleni is a person truly has a God oriented life. Shes not perfect because none of us are, but shes better at it then I am. I love God with all my heart, and I devote the most I want, because I know I can do so much better, but her faith is truly exemplified in her life in so many ways. That is something that I value so much about myself, but that I still need to work hard on. Secondly, her purity. I wish I was still as pure as she is. I guess from things I have been exposed to, things I have chosen to be exposed to, and things I have done, I no longer have the purity she has. I can no longer have that purity, because my life is already tainted. I admire it soo much, and I hope that whats in my possibility i will make her stay that way.
Jeffrey : My Intelligence and My Wisdom
He is in my opinion one of the smartest people I know. Not because hes like some smart geek, but because he actually knows a little bit about everything, and everything that he knows about is correct and always on point. He's a person that truly educates himself on all things, and doesn't pick and choose, but hes someone that I see enjoys to know about everything. His open mind helps him intake everything that comes at him and not judge but enjoy the knowledge that hes gaining. It can get annoying when you try to argue with him because you think you know but you really don't. I love to learn about things, I love to know about everything. It intrigues me to learn new things, its soo exciting. But its something that I truly love about him. Secondly, his wisdom. He's the person I go to when I can't figure things out on my own. I believe his wisdom is way beyond his years. He thinks of things, life, humanity, and the world in such a way that it fascinates me. He doesn't believe that everything is black or white. He doesn't take things just as it is, he always believes there's more to things then what the eye can see. I love his way of thinking and I always try to be as he is in that way. Constantly thinking outside the box, believe that there is soo much more out there then what I see. These two are qualities many people see in me, and I try my best to display
Milagros : My Good-Humored Nature and My Realness
Milagros aka Milly bka Yvette one of the realest person I know. This chick is straight-forward, we call her a bitch, but its so not the word. You will either hate her for her candor or respect her for it. And boy do I love it! She aint no phony, she'll let it it show and let it be known if she likes you or not. She will tell you straight up whats wrong with you, even if its in her own little twisted opinion, but she is always fair. Milly is one of those ride or die chicks. She will love you no matter what your issues are, and she will be sure to let you know what they are as well. I may not be as blunt as she is, but I when I'm asked I am very truthful. I always try to love everyone no matter their defect, but I treat everyone exactly how they deserve to be treated. I wont giggle in your face and act like your friend if I don't like you, but if I do you will always know because I will treat you with the up most respect and give you every sincere part of me. Her realness, the fact that she don't care if she hurts your feelings to tell you the truth is what I wish I could do. I rather just shut up and keep it to myself. Secondly, Milly is sooo much fun. I love to do anything with her, go anywhere because she always makes the time worth while. Shes outgoing and funny. I'm always told that I'm the life of the party, well Milly is the life of my party.
Marleni : My Faith and My Purity
Her strong devotion to God, the fact that she is so pure in every sense of the word, is what I connect and love the most about her. Marleni is a person truly has a God oriented life. Shes not perfect because none of us are, but shes better at it then I am. I love God with all my heart, and I devote the most I want, because I know I can do so much better, but her faith is truly exemplified in her life in so many ways. That is something that I value so much about myself, but that I still need to work hard on. Secondly, her purity. I wish I was still as pure as she is. I guess from things I have been exposed to, things I have chosen to be exposed to, and things I have done, I no longer have the purity she has. I can no longer have that purity, because my life is already tainted. I admire it soo much, and I hope that whats in my possibility i will make her stay that way.
Jeffrey : My Intelligence and My Wisdom
He is in my opinion one of the smartest people I know. Not because hes like some smart geek, but because he actually knows a little bit about everything, and everything that he knows about is correct and always on point. He's a person that truly educates himself on all things, and doesn't pick and choose, but hes someone that I see enjoys to know about everything. His open mind helps him intake everything that comes at him and not judge but enjoy the knowledge that hes gaining. It can get annoying when you try to argue with him because you think you know but you really don't. I love to learn about things, I love to know about everything. It intrigues me to learn new things, its soo exciting. But its something that I truly love about him. Secondly, his wisdom. He's the person I go to when I can't figure things out on my own. I believe his wisdom is way beyond his years. He thinks of things, life, humanity, and the world in such a way that it fascinates me. He doesn't believe that everything is black or white. He doesn't take things just as it is, he always believes there's more to things then what the eye can see. I love his way of thinking and I always try to be as he is in that way. Constantly thinking outside the box, believe that there is soo much more out there then what I see. These two are qualities many people see in me, and I try my best to display
Milagros : My Good-Humored Nature and My Realness
Milagros aka Milly bka Yvette one of the realest person I know. This chick is straight-forward, we call her a bitch, but its so not the word. You will either hate her for her candor or respect her for it. And boy do I love it! She aint no phony, she'll let it it show and let it be known if she likes you or not. She will tell you straight up whats wrong with you, even if its in her own little twisted opinion, but she is always fair. Milly is one of those ride or die chicks. She will love you no matter what your issues are, and she will be sure to let you know what they are as well. I may not be as blunt as she is, but I when I'm asked I am very truthful. I always try to love everyone no matter their defect, but I treat everyone exactly how they deserve to be treated. I wont giggle in your face and act like your friend if I don't like you, but if I do you will always know because I will treat you with the up most respect and give you every sincere part of me. Her realness, the fact that she don't care if she hurts your feelings to tell you the truth is what I wish I could do. I rather just shut up and keep it to myself. Secondly, Milly is sooo much fun. I love to do anything with her, go anywhere because she always makes the time worth while. Shes outgoing and funny. I'm always told that I'm the life of the party, well Milly is the life of my party.
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