I AM READY FOR LOVE

The bible says love your neighbor like you love yourself. Yet there are so many ppl who dont love themselves, how can they love others. And in order for someone to love themselves they have to Love God, and have a relationship with God. Speaking for myself, for so long I had forgotten my first love, which was God. I had forgotten the joy i had when i was in love with God, and i was immersed in his works. When i enjoyed serving him. Since that point everything in my life started going wrong. At the point in which i left God behind, to look for something else to find joy in, my life started going wrong. Its like leaving that good girl or good guy you have, to go out be with other women and men, not noticing that you will never find another girl or guy like that every again. I thought that i would be happy going out clubbin, or drinking, and i was wrong. Now i have to work on my rekindled relationship with God, now i have to look inside of me and see whats stopping me from reaching that level of spirituality i want to be in. By loving God, i will learn to love myself, and when i love myself, i will be able to love others, and then others will love me too. The bible says in Matthew 22 : 37 Jesus said to him, “ ‘You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind. 38 This is the first and great commandment. 39 And the second is like it: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’40 On these two commandments hang all the Law and the Prophets.” I am finally able to commit to my love for God. I dont wanna be a player no more, im not running from commitment. I AM READY FOR LOVE!!!

Rejoice in The Lord

This past weekend I had one of the best times in my life. And yes Im talking about church. I haven't felt this good in a long time. I feel sooo happy, i feel like finally my spiritual life is going to be ok. Im happy spiritually and now that has been able to make me happy emotionally, and physically. I lost the count on how many times i caught the holy ghost. I FELT GREAT!!! Im so happy to see that the youth in my church is finally getting together, and we are finally on the same spiritual level. So is the rest of the church. Finally i feel like everyone feels like a family and we all have love for each other. All the hypocrits that were causing problems are gone, and we are all in the same level. We are all hungry for the Lords prescence, we are all looking for his glory. GLORY JESUS, PRAISE GOD!!!!

The Same Difference, We all make the same mistakes, and get hurt at the end

This is a reply i did to a piece a homeboy of mines wrote called the difference between girls and guys. Here is is:

So i went and did the dishes, that was kind of sexist by the way
But dont sweat it, i know you didnt mean it that way
I couldnt stop laughing, cause just the other day
i wrote a piece in my blog, venting on the games that men play
And part of what you wrote could have been true
yet i think you didnt look at every view
You talked about the good men who get over looked
Because these women are tainted by the men who overtook
Their heart and soul and left it bruised
By these niggas that they choosed
Because maybe these women went looking for these men
In places that they shouldn’t have been?
Then if they are going to the “wrong” places
Maybe these are places they like to be in
So the women who you are talking about are the ones who looked for it
Choosing men who they know weren’t good to begin with
And this is the root of everything
Everyone is missing love within
How can we love others if we don’t love ourselves
If we can’t accept our flaws, we sho nuff cant accept no one else
So there really isn’t a difference between men and women
We all make the same mistakes then try to make amends
Now hear me out and tell me it aint true,
This goes out to everyone, because this is something we all do
We meet this person of the opposite sex,
That from the beginning we knew what to expect
A person with issues, and no sense of love,
Only looking for people to manipulate and make a fool of.
Yet, we still are attracted to that individual who only thinks of themselves
Because like the saying says sex sales
We imagine ourselves changing this person for the best
Only fooling ourselves knowing that we will fail the test
Men always look for the girl with all the men after her
So they can say he was the one she prefer
And women want the men who are looking just to bed
So they can be the one who got his heart instead
And in this journey to conquer them,
We set ourselves up to be hurt instead.
If you know they are wrong to begin with
Why look out to be with them
Human beings always miss out on the good things
Because of the lack of self love tells us we don’t deserve the good things life brings
Like the popular saying says” If you’re wrong, I don’t wanna be right”
We cease to realize that’s where all our mistakes lie
Im sure everyone has had that special friend
Who no matter what is always there with us till the end
The person who shows us unconditional love
And understands you when no one else does
Yet, do we fall for that special friend who loves us
Of course not, we overlook them and look for the next mess
Until us youngin, me included, realize the bad ones aren’t it
We will keep hurting and keep looking for the ones that don’t fit
There isn’t a difference between girls and guys
Because we all been through the same shit and cried
We are looking for love when we are too young to handle it
Especially when most of us aren’t even ready to commit
Now that I washed the dishes, its time for dinner, so get to cooking again. Lol

P.S. you know I love your crazy ass.