Well Hello May, you almost left without me leaving a blog stamped in your month. Unfortunately, like most of the entries in this blog, this isn't one as happy. Yet, you know this blog is where I come to when I feel like no one either understands, or care to listen to me, so that makes you very special.
To begin, Saturday night I had a blast at a reunion/party with all my friends from High School, who I missed soooo much, and was so happy to see. Yet, I woke up this morning with a headache, and just haven't been feeling the day period. Church was more of a drag today, then afterwards I was at home and chilled and we went to the beach. The ocean was deep, rough, and dirty with seaweed. It was a mimic of this feeling I had. I had this real deep, rough, dirty feeling inside, and I didn't know where it came from, or what it meant. So I get home and I decide to go to the movies, to see a movie that might cheer me up, and it didn't go through. So I guess with that final disappointment, on the drive home, I just started to cry.
I was feeling so low, I was feeling like crap. I tried to look for my friends, but some weren't there. Some I don't think, and I didn't try to make them understand. It was one of those moments where I wanted to sulk in my emotions, but I wanted for at least one person to reach out and maybe that would've helped me feel cared about, maybe that would've made me feel less lonely.
Oh well blog, I have to be up in less then 3 hours to go out walking with my bro. I'll get back at you ASAP! Laterzzz
