I'm so scared. So nervous. So anxious.
On my free thinking time, I think about him.
I just can't wait. Can't wait to see him.
To feel his warmth, his arms around me.
Feel his lips on mine. Feel his presence.
His spirit, his essence, his ambiance.
It scares the hell out of me.
I don't even know how I'm going to react.
I don't know if I'll freeze up. (Most likely)
But I don't want to. I want to act.
I want to be able to do everything I feel.
I want to be loosened up. I want be open.
I want to be able to receive him fully without awkwardness.
I want to tell him everything I feel.
But I can't expect anything.
Just let it all happen they way its going to happen.
But I still can't wait...
*deep sigh*
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